I am so sad about having said nonsense to strangers and fear for hubby's well being.

However, I am pretty sure I have not a mean bone that much in me.

Could I be so tactless that I fuck up everything for hubby?

I have not thought of him much in my heroic stories. unless to think of him as a hero too.

I understand now that I absolutely once again dont know shit about the future. If I have sinned with vanity, may no bad consequences on anyone i love ever show. May my family in BC be protected.