The feeling is a kind of unreal joy or happiness, for no reason but magic of the season.
it is as if I had forgotten all the terrifying political news out there.
The possible finanical insecurity of hubby and I in our old days.
The nasty teeth of Billy.
Right now, in the magical love of this time of year, december tomorrow :), I foresee no problem soon and dont want to even bother about anything grim in the future to contemplate.
I am riding a joy wave in samsara, but with much love wisdom,(I hope), and compassion.