She is next to me, chewing her plastic bowl.

It is a slow feeder.

i am debating whether to go get a cider for the night. I am depressed and it helps me sleep, fall asleep if not sleep longer hours.

I want to cherish this evening alone with pup and cats.

I am convinced happiness is simple peace of mind.

Sadness is okay here and there and one can always be at peace even when sad. Which is not the case when angry or sinful.

My man simply has terrible self awareness. He forgets his outrageous accusations and words as soon as he has said them in an angry fit. I dont know why he is so stubborn in being right all along about every single argument or discussion. It is very tedious and I guess his therapist got tired of him ranting without letting him talk. That is in essence what he said.