A tad bit too many people for my relaxation. I got grumpy at bumping into ever increasing amount of dogs and people.

Then the machine at the liquor store did not tap my card and I swore.

Because my dogs were waiting outside and it was taking a long time:impatience.

I have to be more zen in society: I often swear when there are too many people nowadays in Mundy. I so miss it 10 years ago: not a soul. I have also a terrible temper in public with strangers. I often get angry at faulty tech in shops, for exemple. I really have to chill my impatience. May the season of jesus' birth work wonder on my heart mindfulness in society. May I be patient and good to others. amen.

I recited 108 mantras om mani peme hung to purifiy my unwholesome temper today during the walk(three times I got impatient). I think the tension and vibe at home is making me reactive in public. Very hard to thrive in a chillax manner with ohers when I get frustrated. i am at my end's wit.