He was talking about a born again ex prostitue online christian now who made 20millions with porn before becoming christian. He judged her quality so harshly, saying it was easy to be christian with 20 million dollars.  I said her education had probably been heavy lacking in many things and she was desperate to be rich.

Hubby, dont laugh, dared suggest I may have contemplated prostituion too to be millionaire if I had been dirt poor...how fucked up he is. I was hobo and so fucking far from it. I was on welfare, and so fucking far from it. I think one day,poor hubby will really have a HUGE shock about me and my morality and who I am and have become for real now that i am also at total peace overall. Hubby's perversion with pornography is part of his sickness. He sees it in every saint woman. It is quite gross to hear about each time. But that is the personality he cruelly enjoys. Know that also for a good two years at least, he rubbed my feet before bed time EACH night. In BC. Without asking for more usually. He seems to have a genuine good heart deep deep down, away from his nasty personality disorder.  He is sick, I am sure.