I seem to sleep very lightly these days. Laurel woke me up at 2am,playing with a bag all night and making noise. I may sleep lighter because I sleep alone: both dogs now sleep with Brian, as he walks them three times daily.

I better get back to walking them twice a day, even for short walks to the plaza and troughout the streets here.

I am a bit weary of our health.We both cough a lot. And sleep a lot.

Sixty years old is getting to be old. That is BJG's age this year.

May he live old and prosperous and surrounded with dogs and cats and bears, dear God and Guru rinpoche so powerfullly compassionate in your numerous and steady blessings. Om ah hung benzra guru padme siddhi hung Thank you God for this union and family of man and pets. And for my families in quebec, australia and nz. After decades of loneliness, and  a sense of alienation from my loved ones, it is marvellous to feel loved by all and to love so much and so big. Thank you thank you, dear Buddhas and God.

On this last day of 2025, New year's eve, i think again of Jesus. Our calendar may be based on him I seem to believe.

Thank you Lord and Saviour of the miserable humanity. I was reading a bit about bardot and her far rights fascism and racism. She hated humanity basically so pretty gross. She said she was better than that and not human at all. With such a view of humanity and herself, it is no surprise she became a fascist.