I am way the heck too reactive to others in society and my vibe can be very harsh in language. But I have met him twice though he forgot no doubt and wrote to him many times.

You would have to ask him where he is reborn. I suspect much hated somewhere for his youth, for a change and no fault of his own. I am under the impression that I often am reborn a nun or a monk. It does not bother me and I embrace it each time. This life was so much pot and booze and cigarettes. I wish to ditch that stuff in ym reborth. It does not feel super healthy to smoke so much cigarettes.