The mood and mental state is heavy tonight.

A great big lassitude, like I wrote for the flowering nostalgic plant recently, the short story.

I feel a tad ungrateful.

The world seems so close to exploding into a huge war on north america soil.

Our current banker as PM only talks of cutting more forests and digging the ocean where there are orcas and tax cuts for the middle class. Really really not inspiring.

Basically, I think that most of us are doomed in america. But we have a life to live until the end, and it shall be lived being peaceful in our minds and hearts and gestures towards one another. Never give in to hatred. Not even in your thoughts.

Learn to know who you are so you can control and minimize your faults when you interact with your loved ones or others. Practice mindful awareness. Om shanti om!