Yes, I really dont see in me this intense effort for 90 years at being a monk.

As dilgo khyentse, I was not even hot enough to be a monk and I am sure that disappointed many teachers.

I think i come back as Jamyang Khontrul the 8th who will be a monk.

Very very hot in enligtnement will I be by then and excellence of merit to be an excelent monk and teach monkish things.