How adored by simple lay holy woman and man I will be. Especially woman.Of course, they will hear of my rebirths as I die on them at 6 years old. I thik my dad may be violent in that family. I am all there for my mother, the woman who will have grow me inside her belly and fed me breastfeeding. Mother's milk is the best, as the 14th always said.

The real merit in that exquisite mom-child bond coming, is in how fucking painful my death will be.

Chopped to pieces by a snowplower....ouch. If I am lucky, I will quickly be decapitated. I totally embrace this death since I get what I heartfeltly requested: a sane to the max mother and super holy. It is a treat to have a sane mother all one's life.

It had not happened to me since I was the 14th.