After taking refuge and aspiring to enlightenment with Buddha.

Dont be like me and yell at your family insults. This is really not the time to be at war with those who raised us. It if a time for forgiveness between each other, kindness and praying to our God or Buddha states.

My family all know how deep I actually love them. They just find me super odd and assume, my parents anyway, that it is because of booze and pot.

I need a life where I dont yell. Its been EXHAUSTING yelling all along for two decades or more here for me.