And also, usually the reason i yell, is becuse I am downright mad.

So please, know that I much enjoyed yelling because I could not do otherwise to feel any better. The best though, was truly simply yelling at God. Oh how She heard terrible things from me.

Also, exercise while yelling, such as running or walking fast through the forest, alone, was superb.

Yelling all along simply to God. I felt completely protected and alone with Him.

In this life, it was much mcuh traumas that led too overspilling of anger. i was totally offended by the people I saw and the world I saw.