Never ever get discouraged at this contemplation, thubten and ayya and everyone.

The rewards from sufferings, are always holy and visionary.

I think a very well lived life ends always in supreme visions if we must have a tough go in the end, or it is complete serenity all along, like for Lilou life by now. Some end of life truly end in ease though the death itslef must be fucking painful to make a cool martyr despite all that peace.