A fine morning, Up by 7am just before, and in bed early last night.

Charlotte fell asleep next to me.

I really have no clue how I will die and I truly doubt I could organize it all without being suicide. I have no intention of suicide.

So I am with you for a while in the madness unfolding in north america...

It is a very tough time but it will obviously get tougher.

I sometimes panic thinking of it all. Most of the time, I shrug.

Its hard for me to believe God would make me live starvation and running outof meds again. It was so very tough already!

May I be an instrument of peace only.

Today is my peaceful day.