Not because it was not generous: au contraire, it was too generous in material comfort and not enough duty to parents who deserve me.

My childhood was THE perfect wealthy childhood.

With really unenlightened but super charming parents.

Who love me hugely. For real. And THAT is why I was such a bloody fool to be enraged at their ignorance about generosity, selflessness for kids, charity for the poor etc.

There is truly no reason to be enraged at your loved ones ignorance. Only pity is required. This is what I have learned about my loved ones, who all die very very nasty without great peace of mind before they die, unlike me all along for many years in bc. Lets face it: The lavigne are a crazy bunch. ha ha h aha....thank you Buddha and Jesus for your mercy on my poor fried brain in BC, circa 2019.