I was completely drunk to think i ever was the 14th dalai lama

Yes, that is super out there and exagerated by very far.

I dont have his kind wisdom and especially not his self discipline.

I may have been tibetan last if rebirth exists but no doubt a nobody like I am in this life. Anyway, I hope I will keep getting inspired by stories of reincarnations but not just about being or having been famous which is ridiculously vain.

I have good wisdom mostly due to vast experience and good upbringing.

But I am certainly not kinder that much than most people who are at least polite. So though whimsical a lot, maybe not that super wise after all. Just in stories I write for kids and adults.

Also, if I was tibetan last, i am way too attached to figuring out who I ever was as a tibetan. That is not buddhist nor free spirited: that is attachment and the ego. Whatever my past life was, it is and should be complete and finished by now. May I love and practice daily tibetan buddhism as Lilou, and stop searching for past roots from another lifetime. It is foolish as I will never ever know anyway the truth.

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