Sigh. Unless I was always a douche bag and in this life, I made a bigger leap than in a while...

I indulge any creative thought I have as they are all inspired and wise tales, no matter whether they are true or not.

The spider rebirth in cuba story is excellence to guide my mind and illustrates perfectly well what I think i deserve: a quick hellish insect rebirth with aliens so mean and stinging. Could I forgive then and find God quickly? I think so.I feel a deep need to purify my actions and words written to mother to be worthy of seeing her again from up close.

I think i write well often despite typos and grammar mistakes.

The blog is messy and full on typos.