I was in bed very early last night, with the puppy and Billy. Loved it.

I fell asleep praying to god, in all humility, and asking for forgiveness and no oral cancer. I felt like I had never been alone all my life, though I have been, and felt like a fraud complaining to God on the blog so much about every single person I ever loved. This crazy mad drunk ranting must stop by now. I tell such stupid tales of reincarnations and spy stories etc.

Really wrong and useless anyway! May Buddha forgive me and make me wiser and kinder! amen!