She is very depressed at my crazy mean emails towards her out of the blue after 6 months of good behaviour with her and dad online. My crazyness when drunk really makes me mean to her online. Nasty. Thank God I pay attention to sobriety nowadays.

She does not deserve my doom and gloom rpedictions for everyone including myself, her and sister. May she forgive me my last straw, and may I forbid myself to ever email her when drunk and festive and wild.

Poor parents! They deserve so much better than this every 6-12 months.