I smoked about 4 cigarettes an hour in the last 4 hours since getting up. Sigh. After 4 days of a  good 1.5 pack per day. The struggle is on! And real!

Talking to my ancient aunt made me a bit sad. She is a bit out of it and looses track of the conversation and what was said so asked the same question many times.

But she seems at ease in her weaker mind and at peace, the most important. She has much fond memories of her late husband who passed many years ago. And her daughter visits her. She drove all the way to 2 months ago, at which point she decided to stop driving and gave her car to her grand child.

May she be well, happy and at peace!

amen.

Om muni muni mahamuni yeh svoha