Sigh. Mornings are always the hardest.After no smoke for 8-10 hours asleep.

It is draining to always have to be mindful about smoking. Very hard but good practice.

3 packs a day is totally nuts. So is 2. 1.5 pack is reasonable.

I cant wait for billy to get his cleaning and xrays.

Another two weeks to wait.

Sigh. May he eat and be top shape for going under....

by then.