Another night up though I finished the story about 2 hours ago.

I am ridden with anxiety at my emails to everyone. What if I am NOT divinely guided like I think? And I am just the biggest stupid foolish woman in town? Not everyone is trustworthy. I have to be more careful with my weird stories I send to everyone. Though i became sure the owner was an old friend in primary school from a past life, the vet clinic owner is NOT my friend by any stretch of the imagination. I know zero about him and he does not look like he finds me very charming or anything of the sort. Au contraire. So no fun emails with the clinic anymore, even if it is just apologizing for my tantrum. I cannot stomach the price of 4 gabapentin pills at their clinic. I better not see them for a while: they distress me in their prices so exaggerated.