Yes, it is THE best romance ever as humans but he dies on me very early on and I am stuck as a widow at 42 with three young children. I am too evolved to be worthy of just romance in a marriage and if I get only romance, I become a widow quite early.

*Later in the day

It is my view that any marriage is hard for the partners.

If The two monks married was for a long marriage together in the flesh on top of three brilliant children including aloka, what the fuck left to work on would there be? Some people are simply too hot together to be allowed romance. It is my view we destroy each other always a little bit in every romance of married life for the woman.

I refuse to make my partner know my wrath if it is the indian monk. i never ever want to hurt him he is too holy. i would damn myself quite simply if i was allowed 50 years of marriage romantic with kids and the whole cashbah on top. Of course it is clear I will never ever remarry I sure hope though a widower at 43. Unless my late crazy wife tells me to.