Brian's view is that I get cut into pieces instead of dying with a gutted eye

Jeez talk about even more savage. hubby is great to indulge me in my death fantasies. I have been telling him how I plan on dying before him....dying with an axe or cut to pieces is worthy of Diane Fossey, the great chimp scientist. So gruesome, I certainly would have never chosen this as death. Who the fuck chooses how they die in reality? Anyway, i may skip my outing in Mundy tonight as he said I would die cut into pieces....brrrr....I love how we put fuel on the fire of each other's dreams....he he h eh...that makes us pretty down to earth about the most atrocious contemplations...yet keeps us mindful about our minds in general, even the creative imagination we both indulge in each other at times....

* Brian wants to add after I read him that entry that he said that because it is Friday 13th today and we discussed horror movies such as Nightmare on elm street and Friday the 13th earlier....

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