BJG and I are still immature in our holiness evolution.

but his narcissism (now cured mostly) and deep faith in me led him to let me be as catatonic and pissing myslef as I needed to be, instead of calling ambulance and cops.

For at least 3-4 years.

If you are a crazy wisdom prophete like me, you need to experience safely your visions. Hubby and his parents and sisters provided that refuge for me. Forever so safe.