I am struggling a bit with hubby's nasty view of me and Charlotte (he thinks I 'condemn' her when I say it is unsafe where she plays in the yard). For the longest years, hubby had nothing nice to say about me: all he said was I was awful, a slut, a whore, a crazy woman, and a bitch. It no longer is that way since 2021 mostly.

Thank God. Not a single woman would have accepted not divorcing or marrying hubby in the first place forever, had they not been totally dependent financially of him like I have been very quickly. His harsh words and temper are out of this world nasty. Though he usually never touches me ever.