It will be like a Van Gogh story: no applause whatsoever of my living and being foolishly crazy for so long as a reputation. I am truly no one famous and never ever will be in this life. It is fine and better even than I could have thought it out myself.

I had this weird thought that I will be the 14th dalai lama one day. I really dont think it is a past life: I am too fucked up for that. Anyway, I care not much about this story anymore though it inspired me tons.