I feel like there is an aweful lot of pain energy and negativity in the house and my mind and bubble... This listening to tibetan pujas, so cacophonic at times, shall clear the air and space.

The mood is very low key tonight, sad. I should go deliver the recent books to lori and shukry.

 I miss Laurel a lot tonight.

May you still be eternally Alive with God, Laurel. That would make me very very happy to know this fact. May I get a sign one day when it is time.

UPDATE

I am so blah tonight.

UPDATE

I gave a copy to Lori, shukry, grace and anita for the two recent laurel stories.

The coyotes and the rewrite of the foolish cat. Please Buddha, grant long Life to Hardy. as Hardy.  I would be way too devastated to lose him before he turns 15 or 16.

It is so traumatic to lose young pets.

I cannot imagine what losing someone close to me for 50 years would do....

I am very curious about the after life....is there really something wonderful and or meaningful there? I tend to think so, but I reserve all opinions in front of the mystery of Laurel's death. And bardo. Does he still exist as consciousness or soul? Oh darling, i miss you and be there to make me brave one day.  You could inspire me to move mountains, Laurel.