awkward day today

I seem to do everything wrong....I berated hubby for simply having used hot water to defrost the smoked salmon. I have been telling him for minmum 20 years to always defrostwith cool water, to avoid sprouting bugs in the luke warm process otherwise.

Anyway, it was nothing to berate him for and I am sorry.

And I also canceled my dentist and now it is not clear when the cavities will ever be done...

But my knee hurts a bit quite much so I am happy I am at home today.

Especially this afternoon.

The mood is so strange today: it feels unknown every which way. I dont recongnise my state of mind today that much....much more deep suddenly. More devotional and slightly resigned in many ways...

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