My stories are so deep and heartwarming or heartbreaking, it depends how you read them.

It shows, the stories, how subjected to God's demands we all are when we are wise.

We dont think of ourselves and we fuck our old dog mkwaa with love without penetartion if we must...we may have simply also a flashback of something that never happened so that we feel totally humilated by God. That can also work. How fucking angry I was at God for making me believed I had done cunniingus to Mkwaa, a not particularly close to me human ever in eternity.

Anyway, if God sends you flashes of weird shit where you feel totally stupid and humilated, show him your heart. I told him to fuck right out of my life. My archangel laughed a bit at my offense with God. So not sure i actually touched Mkwaa though I had a flash but pretty sure somethig happened with whiskey and he is the only one. Whsikey was an old granpa who was the most blessed dog we ever had. From reading this, even mormons who hate animals pets because they find them filthy are wondering what they would do if God asked them to do something wild and that will make them feel totaly humiliated. Would they tell God to fuck off like I did when he flashed me a cunnilingus for poor old mkwaa who had been much raped in her life (by dogs)? We do what God wants and sometimes, he fools us and sends us simply a fake flashback. The reaction we have to this falshback IS the practice with God in that case.  It is very possible I was required to actually cunnilingus Mkwaa for real though, let me tell you. I dont old a grudge to God at all and feel rather proud I submitted at the time with much kindness to crazy God demands.