and we had been healthier mentally from day one after whatever made us mad, we would not have paid so much attention to our pets to the point of worrying day and night about them like I do as Lilou, childless and happy for it.

Human kids are a totally different trip than pets and they are my favourite youth as a human when I am a mother. In this life, having children was always always out of the question for me. Since i was 12.