Saint Francis simply was as unlucky as Jesus truly, but all along. Did he whine? He just said: i am out of here, and left society and becamse a very poor monk.

It is said that he could read and teach animals.

That wild birds flocked to him. And deers too.

As fucking trialed as he had been with his crazy bio rich family, and a tepid society, he chose God. Becuase God knows we are not meant to be alone every lifetime we choose Him, he sent Francis all the animal love from the wild he could conceive. I really dont think Jasen Nyrose will be as famous as the catholic Saint Francis. He will have OM shanti OM time.

And he is reborn in buddhism. I suggest he prractices meditation: walking, chanting. Relaxation at bedtime.

Start to practice vegetarianism. This one life of yours you are starting something new: how to develop your ascetic capacities in the long run for God.