Gorgeous sunny coolish day

i never did see the last ealy april fool moon.

BJG is flipping out at me and I am not clear why.

He claims I never ever listen to him.

Just because he has to explain at times what he means?

We are so pathetic...I smile sadly at God.

And Buddha.

The dish washer dryer could not be installed: we need duct cleaning first.

And then we need to call back the uninstall people to install the new one.

This does not bother me at all much: just something to do and work on.

I cannot believe BJG left again in a fluster.

He is impossibly impatient when we talk. Somehow, I often apparently dont hear what he says properly. But if I ask for clarification, he flips out. And accuses me of 'not listening and interrupting'. We may have experienced a lot together, but we are not perfect, fucking far far far far from it. I found how we cannot discuss anything serious without fighting extremely disappointing and downright pathetic for two grown adults so old, supposedly in love for 30 years.

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