My very good blessing with my adoptive family was that they were super nice with cool values like sports, good food, and happiness and health.

They truly spoiled me though I hated them as a child.

My second huge blessing, and bigger even than my family, is hubby and his family.

it is all very fun to be allowed crazy wisdom, but if you live in violence and welafre only all along, you will suffer too much.

I was treated like royalty as a crazy wise woman. Do you yourslef have any lover who would have waited for you, to pay for everything, after you have been hobbo and ditched him many times? For a truly unhappy crazy wiise woman, my life was IDEAL. i also traveled plenty in my 20s, going to europe, spain, morrocco, costa rica, NZ, vanuatu  india, cuba etc.. Dont feel too sorry for me- I aced a life of privilges mostly all along. It is very very hard to obtain such a life of free time and not misery financial all along nor violent. Only if you have worked like mad previously should you get such an easy wealth as a crazy woman or man in your rebirth.

I asked for a life of doing aboslutly nothing. I was very very tired at the end of my old life previously. And had worked for others all along. Another even easier life than as a crazy wisdo master, is as a nun or monk, especially tibetan buddhist. No need to be mad there- the religion is fabuously fatastical with creatures and demons etc. i ask for Jasen to be reborn a nun first and THEN, a crazy man with more free time.