He is everything I have asked for and now I dont want to ever be him.

Sadhguru is living a Godly life: he is a beautiful guru in india.

He makes hundreds of people blissful with his energy and teachings. He is very very wise. But I dont want his God like life. I need to be crazy some more and help others with serious repsonsibilities. Sigh. I am most foolis to not want to be reborn sadhguru? Simply, I am too angry for that.