Yup, I am not super duper wise but more like holi crazy illuminated never violent.

God INSISTS my story is to help really sick people nobody likes in society.

My adult life was interesting but I abhorred my childhood.

Everyone always told me in that family that i was ungrateful.

I was deeply deeply unhappy with my family as a youth. I thought them either crazy or not enlightened enough by Christ's teachings. This led me to total despair as a youth though no one beat me nor was violent and I had everything i needed and more materially.