So despite what I think, I will never ever be Jesus, but my story as a small saint brings a new view of Christ and also an old one: he lives in us and gives us superpowers.
Like knowing the future for some things etc.
Maybe Jesus was always as hot as he was as Jesus but I prefer to think he was reincarnated for many times first on earth to evolve to be such a saviour. So there is hope for us too.
The feeling is wonderful.