That means my spiritual acuity will be recognized at a young age and I will be treated very very kindly.

Dont worry about being reborn a shit faced drugged up prophete if you know bliss. As I said, the goal is to be always more with it by the end.

No matter our trials to get to that awakening for us at the end of each lifetime.

I feel vey very close to the 14th dalai lama. Enough to think I may be reborn him.

But I hope not,selfishly, because he is too old by now and weak in the knees. The other option is I am reborn Jamyong Khontrul the 8th, in tibet. I will be a recognized Teacher at a young age next lifetime. Day and night for how I will feel in my head. There is nothing that fucked me up more than being thought unwise by my family. It is as if they were blind for decades.