he he he....Jesus was crazy as a loon as anouk.

Very very very needy of others attention.

So by now he 'gets it'- it sucks to be poor and mentally ill and have no fucking money for material comfort anything.

Look at the indian monk in the walk for peace: this is a hero- poor by choice all his life just to be enlightened with merit all along. Try it: ask to be poor and mentally super fit. Physically too. He is a real ascetic in my book. Handsomer by FAR than pannakara, who I will marry as a woman and leave a widow by 42 with three young kids. He will remarry.