I may be reborn in 400 years.

When shizophrenia is cured and the truth of Lilou as Jesus is known.

I may be married to a sick woman mentally unwell a bit who will bear me two cool kids, a boy and a girl. After that is a nightmare marriage and after that bliss as korean buddhist nun. Here is what I have found out: the BEST trial for mastery of crazy wisdom is to control hatred in our own mind without going nuts. Very tough.