It is late. Both hubby and I are up. The day was long despite sleeping from 8pm to 11pm. What an amazing life that of a dalai lama...I hope the 15th is as good as Tenzin Gyatso. Its going to be tough to be as good or better than the 14th dalai lama. 

So if, obviosusy, I am never reborn the 15th dalai lama who would have been a woman, what is going to happen to me when I die? Will I be a tamed and handicapped crow in nepal? Will i go to heaven and never come back? Will I just dissipate and disappear like dust in the wind? The life of a dalai lama is a huge sacrifice of personal freedom. I am not sure I would want to live that. Having body guards all one's life? Going to super boring meetings worldwide? That's no fun.