I was up at 4:30am yesterday morning and it is 1am: I am zonked. I may take a half zopiclone. Tonight, I feel worried. Probably because hubby is leaving tomorrow. But also because of my bad mouthing so many people on the blog...it makes me feel a bit, quite a bit, immature. Apart from the few whom i have described the behaviour that I have actually met with my own eyes, the rest is nonsense. I randomly bad mouth people I sometimes just met in the park. Overall, that brings a lot of negativity in the world. I am tending towards being a bit anti social, quite a bit, but I have to never indulge it with bad mouthing. That is rather basic and I wonder when I lost all my good manners (2016). 

I am afraid I have been not a very good person at times on this blog. I apologize and will attempt at keeping my bad negativity mouthing to myself from now on.