I put Billy and hubby to bed (Hubby in his bed, Billy on mine). I just popped a half zopiclone because I feel super up and I am thinking it must be the coffee today and hubby leaving tomorrow.  i am really sorry about some of the bad psychology I did about my loved ones. Some people, truly, who have been more than extraordinary but exceptional to me. I am so sorry I bad mouthed them also based on bad psychological assumptions.