Music is playing. I just went to buy cigarettes with Billy at the gas station. The fan is on (to move the cigarette smoke out of the room) and the patio door is open. It is cool and comfortable out and inside the house. Oh, when I dont get bugged down by worries, I am so happy. Total ease every day otherwise. The new dose of my old meds really works well. Too bad if the nasty side effects get in my life eventually but I will be followed by a neurologist by then. First appointment in November 2022 to monitor how affected I may be by the meds so far. My GP really does his best although he is not a specilaist in psych meds. He seems to have a good observational skill and experience with mentally ill patients nevertheless.  I met two good shrinks in my whole life. The guy who prescribed me fluanxol in the first place, in 2006, thought I was schizophrenix. He looks a bit demented to me but he struck gold by starting me on a lower dose of fluanxol because of his bad diagnosis: it worked wonders!