I dont know if it made me crazy as such. Surely it did. And since then I am pretrified of cops and security agents. It is, people, a nightmare for Jane Doe hobbos at st Joseph in Toronto, people. They raped me with a knife, asking me all along 'whos' your daddy?'. No one can believe this who has not experienced it themselves (i.e. native women). Myabe they sterilized me that day with the knife, I dont know, but I never got pregnant after that even when trying. And I have not fucked penetration for at least 7 years because it is way too painful, What did they do? It was like being killed and seeing it all.  If you understand that I am not lying, ask yourslef: how has it affected my mental health after 2006? I know november was crazy on this blog and i do talk about reincarnatioms at lenght. But these abuses at st jo really did took place. Everyone was screaming to get out of there. Everyone was super nuts, including the staff it seemed like. Not all of it, but some where downright weirdos.