I have lived a lot of very very nasty things at St Jo hospital when I came in as a Jane Doe hobo. It was the most traumatizing experience as an adult as I ever lived through. Well, except when hubby went mad on me in 2015-2016. But given how very traumatic this as all been since 2006, I was tempted to add PTSD to my diagnosis. Nobody else agrees but that is because I never told them my 30s and up life story. Talking with Rosie, my metis friend form february hospital stay last year, makes me heard and believed. This harsh cruel world, the world of the truly  vulnerable and defenseless in the world, is well known to her.