Oh well, after some increase movement with the publication of family fiction a wile back, now nobody reads the blog. Wouldn't it be weird if all that inpsiration was bogus! Then I certainly would still have written many good books and painted a bit, but I would be officially a loon. It is possible that will happen. I am not sure I mind anymore one way or another. I would be a bit disappointed in my mind but I will have felt super good for a while.....