I am so sad my god. I have to go for more walks. The weather has been stupendous in the last month. I feel a bit down. Politics are getting me down. I got an email from my 73 years old friend. He still does motorcyling at this time of year out east. I dont know if he has resumed ballet. I look around at the old acquaintances and the media in canada (interviews with the public and careers of singers): it seems so blessed and especially lucky. There are really people with amazing careers and means. I dont understand it but in quebec, on cbc, everyone is a novelist, a scenarist, a musician and a play writers! All thsoe things at once. Weird!