I am in no shape absolutely to go see the neurologist, a douche bag no doubt, on the 14th. These bastards make you pay a FORTUNE if you dont show up and dont cancel. 75$ or 100$ I think. This should truly be illegal. I dislike everything about my life today. It was so fucked up all along this fucking nasty kamma. I was raised by no one basically but I had a roof, food, and lesiures with school. I am thankful for their material providence but that is all they shared and not for vey long.