I have my dog by my side, hubby usptairs, sunshine in my window and the sound of coffee on the stove going. I am blessed with ease despite the mental pain today and yesterday. It is anguish I feel since yesterday. I cried a bit today (It is very hard for me to cry properly), sitting in the sunshine, feeling its warmth on my shoulders. My correspondent is very reassuring. He says all will go fine. Coffee is ready!